I'm an 18-year old central USA Redneck male, going to college for a Computer and Electrical Engineering degree.
I am also an actual Werewolf, though I doubt people will believe me... even on here LOL.
I wanted to ask, is this a site just for people who love werewolves, or is it also a site w/ actual Were members, wether they be Werewolves, Werefoxes, or any variety of Werecat.
Just to answer any possible questions that may pop up:
I cannot
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The full moon DOES affect me, I get a severe case of blood lust (wanting to attack people) and I also get extremely... "frustrated" in certain ways...
I also act very wolf-like IRL... I scratch my face like a wolf (though w/ my front hands, not my feet
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Whenever I look at myself in the mirror I see an outline of my wolven form's face/head appear in place of my own face/head. I can even feel the muzzle and ears (can even tilt my ears IRL though they aren't wolven), which can get REALLY disorienting when eating or scratching my ears.
Also, though few may actually believe me about THIS as well, my wolven spirit has angel wings... I don't know why, but I have an 8-foot span (on my 5'9" were size) of crimson red Angel wings... my "fur" is also deep grey/brown striped with crimson as if I was bloody. My own human hair color is just deep brown, and I am extremely hairy even for a human.
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I have felt like I described above for most of my life, though I've never been bitten by a wolf that I can think of (plenty of dogs, though... and I'd always act even more dog-like after being bitten for a while) so I kinda think I was born this way, though I can tell neither of my parents are Weres. I didn't know about actually being a Were until I met two more at my college, both Werecats (one an ocelot and the other a tiger, they make a cute couple) who had similar experiences like what I listed above, though w/out the wings.
Oh, and my Werewolf side is a kind of separate personality all his own, even sentient... he can surface any time I let him, though we can't transform (YET, hopefully, if you guys can help me!) into his wolven form... I call him "Chuck" b/c when he usually awakes, it's because I'm in a fight and he is the better fighter... He likes to throw things... books, desks, tables, chairs, people... Honestly my strength nearly doubles whenever he is let loose.
So, I found this site just looking up Werewolf stuff, thought I'd join and see what's up w/ it... If I get too ridiculed or if it's not what I thought, I'll be more than happy to leave. But, if you guys are the real deal, and not just those irritating pretenders that I've seen (Yes, I can tell who is a Were and who isn't... It's kind of like a 6th sense), then I'll stick around... I need all the education about my life that I can.