Life just blows atm..Tired of waiting for something good to happen in life to make it better..I'm tired of being alone in this state with no friends..Any plans I make to do anything special for myself always fail to go through..I can't can't live by my friends or my mate..I have constant chest pains due to stress...That's wat my doc says anyways..I'm having a rough time getting any thing done I need to get done because I just don't have the time or means to get them taken care of..I give up my happiness to help others because of sheer guilt..I feel that if I do not help or make sacrifies constantly I am a bad person an that it will follow me the rest of my life..
I have a guilt problem..It's something I have dealt with for a very long time an while these people tell me I don't have to ddo anything to help them, they say something that would make it seem otherwise so i submit..It makes them happy, but wat about me? How much more do I give in order for my happiness to be reality not just in my dreams? The only time I can feel at peace is in my dreams..I can be anyone or anything. I can be in my own world, living a life that is fit for me..I feel that the people who really mean well an have a good heart suffer the most in life an to me that's totally unfair, but I guess life is wat it is
spongypants23 wrote:Lucky...It kinda sucks going to one of the best high school's in the nation. I wouldn't do the assignments except for the fact that i have an essay and a test on the two books i have to read, and that the spanish packet is collected and graded first day of school.
Actually.....RUHS (Redondo Union High School AKA R U high?) is the larges HS campus west of the Mississippi. Hell it's bigger than the college I'm going to go too o_O
As for what I had to do.....normal kids read two books and did two assignments. AP kids had to do the summer reading, and AP assignments (which also depended on the teacher too)
Teh_DarkJokerWolf wrote:Life just blows atm..Tired of waiting for something good to happen in life to make it better..I'm tired of being alone in this state with no friends..Any plans I make to do anything special for myself always fail to go through..I can't can't live by my friends or my mate..I have constant chest pains due to stress...That's wat my doc says anyways..I'm having a rough time getting any thing done I need to get done because I just don't have the time or means to get them taken care of..I give up my happiness to help others because of sheer guilt..I feel that if I do not help or make sacrifies constantly I am a bad person an that it will follow me the rest of my life..
I have a guilt problem..It's something I have dealt with for a very long time an while these people tell me I don't have to ddo anything to help them, they say something that would make it seem otherwise so i submit..It makes them happy, but wat about me? How much more do I give in order for my happiness to be reality not just in my dreams? The only time I can feel at peace is in my dreams..I can be anyone or anything. I can be in my own world, living a life that is fit for me..I feel that the people who really mean well an have a good heart suffer the most in life an to me that's totally unfair, but I guess life is wat it is
I told you this already...but I'm going to say it again... life is a test. Everything bad that you go through with your family, it's a test in many ways. What I have learned is that there a people out there who prey on the good. It's sick... Also...I know exactly what you mean. My family, and sometimes people I know, use guilt to make me submit to their will. After so many times...I stopped caring about them. I learned that real friends, real family would never do that too me and I know deep down that I would never take advantage of someone's love like that. It's wrong and goes against everything I know and believe. And those people who used to take advantage of me? I deny them. If they want anything from me....if they want me to do anything for them, I will be willing. I will not listen to their guilt trips and harsh words. I don't care what they say. Without their words, they have no power over me or my dreams.
I just thought I should say that. And Joker? *nuzzle* Things will be bad. You have to go through the bad, to get to the good. I still have a long way to go myself to get to the good....but I was wondering if we and everyone else who feels the same way, could do it together. If we do it together, we can pull through easier than alone.
I have absolutely no respect for people who hunt with dogs. It's far from a clean kill if the dog gets to that animal first. Usually the meat and hide is so torn up it's not any good. And what's worse, when the dogs get too old they take them out to the woods and abandon them. They leave those dogs to starve to death. I've taken in more than my fair share of strays that way.
First make sure it saves you money before doing that. Colleges don't always buy back books for the same amount you payed. Try figuring out how much Half.com will charge you... then compare that to the college's buyback prices. I'd hate for you to lose money over books.
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Kaebora wrote:First make sure it saves you money before doing that. Colleges don't always buy back books for the same amount you payed. Try figuring out how much Half.com will charge you... then compare that to the college's buyback prices. I'd hate for you to lose money over books.
They'll give me full price for it. I've done some research (talked to some people who are currently attending) Just as long as it's in perfect condition...and believe me I have no intention of touching those evil things
But yeah, I'll look at half.com and most likly buy something used (cheaper and it may have useful info from the previous owner! )
Maybe you'll get my Intro to Psychology book. I remember putting more markings and notes in that than in the actual spiral. You could pass the class easy with that.
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Just the costs. After that, the classes are mostly enjoyable. Keep in mind... because students are paying for it, we get to petition for school policy changes. It's not a parent/taxpayer matter here... so WE HAVE THE POWER!
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Before turning down college entirely, at least visit a couple of campuses and get an idea of what college is really like. You get to learn what you WANT to learn. I'm even taking extra classes that I don't need, such as Japanese Language and PC Repair.
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yah the choosing the times and classes....i could look forward to that part....unless i become insanly rich somehow! Then i might not go to college But I bet i will
"Es gibt nix, was es nicht gibt", translated "There's nothing which can't exist."
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That's sad i had no idea hunters did that with their dogs set 
