Searif's depressed words((sue me if you dont like it))

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 4:17 pm

emptyness, is that all we are
are we just here to be critized
to make love
to die
or is there more we can do
in this land called earth
there are those who protect us everyday
but what about those who despise violence
how can you help someone without killing another
the land called earth is murder
because thats what humans made it, only the ones
who believe will be able to stay out of the slaughter
It may be hard to deal with
but its true
I once knew this girl, she and I were quite fond of each other
we flirted and so on
but on one day she said to me "I do not want to hurt you, like I have all the others"
she left me, not knowing that either way she would have hurt me

Figarou · Post by **Figarou** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 4:27 pm

((sue me if you dont like it))

*Picks up phone and calls lawyer*

Vilkacis · Post by **Vilkacis** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 5:13 pm

I'm sorry to hear about that, Searif. I know you have mentioned many times here on this board your feelings for this person and their depth. I know I cannot relate, but you have my shallow sympathy regardless.

Figarou wrote:
((sue me if you dont like it))

*Picks up phone and calls lawyer*

(Ouch. What a thing to say!)

-- Vilkacis

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 5:29 pm

Vilkacis wrote:I'm sorry to hear about that, Searif. I know you have mentioned many times here on this board your feelings for this person and their depth. I know I cannot relate, but you have my shallow sympathy regardless.

Figarou wrote:
((sue me if you dont like it))

*Picks up phone and calls lawyer*

(Ouch. What a thing to say!)

-- Vilkacis

thats not the same person, since it was about last year when it happened, memories just seem to slip on me sometimes

Anubis · Post by **Anubis** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 5:38 pm

ouch, dude. i'm sorry for that

Hamster · Post by **Hamster** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 5:57 pm

Oh man. That...that sux, dude. I'm sorry about that.

Vilkacis · Post by **Vilkacis** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 6:06 pm

Searif Bogard wrote:thats not the same person, since it was about last year when it happened, memories just seem to slip on me sometimes

Ah, my bad. That's natural, I think.

-- Vilkacis

Fenrir · Post by **Fenrir** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 6:11 pm

That's depressing

Sorry dude

dnl · Post by **dnl** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 12:39 am

Life is hard and it hurts and cause so much pain but there is only one thing that can be done. let go for the greatest courge is to live on.

Figarou · Post by **Figarou** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 4:58 am

Vilkacis wrote:I'm sorry to hear about that, Searif. I know you have mentioned many times here on this board your feelings for this person and their depth. I know I cannot relate, but you have my shallow sympathy regardless.

Figarou wrote:
((sue me if you dont like it))

*Picks up phone and calls lawyer*

(Ouch. What a thing to say!)

-- Vilkacis

I was only kidding. Gee.

Besides, I had my fair share of disappointments.

Its rather disturbing so don't ask!!

Trinity · Post by **Trinity** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 6:10 am

Ya know I could really wax philosphical and all that.., but I'd be afraid of dragging people deeper into the darkness of their hearts.

I could say things could be worse.., but its not really easy to show others just how bad things can get.., often times people don't believe it. I guess under all this happines I'm just a goth. ;)

Suffice to say I empathize. Suffering to me.., -is- Life. *nods sagely*

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 8:01 am

Trinity wrote:

Ya know I could really wax philosphical and all that.., but I'd be afraid of dragging people deeper into the darkness of their hearts.

I could say things could be worse.., but its not really easy to show others just how bad things can get.., often times people don't believe it. I guess under all this happines I'm just a goth. ;)

Suffice to say I empathize. Suffering to me.., -is- Life. *nods sagely*

hmmm, many people think im a happy guy who has a great life but really I have more things that depress me then make me happy in my life.

im not a goth under all the happiness but I do admit I am somewhat of a emo under it all, yes I have tried to kill myself once or twice but always chicked out because of how it would affect friends and family.

Figarou · Post by **Figarou** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 12:36 pm

Searif Bogard wrote: yes I have tried to kill myself once or twice but always chicked out because of how it would affect friends and family.

Killing yourself is NOT the answer. You are still young with a bright future. Besides, if you think you had it bad, you should be in my shoes!!

Let me tell you what happened to me. Its quite disturbing and I really HATE bringing this up.

I met this woman over 13 years ago. She was nice and fun loving like me. Thing is, she already has a 2 year old son from a previous marriage. I thought, "well, thats ok."

After seeing each other for several weeks, she asked if we can get married. I'm like..."Whoa!! I thought I was the one who does the proposing."

Ok, we get married. Several days later, she disappears. I'm like "NO!" "Was she kidnapped?" "Whats going on!!" A few more days pass and I get a letter in the mail. Its from her!! She wants a divorce!! WTF is going on!!

After getting the divorce I found out what she was doing. The divorce judge from her previous marriage told her in order to keep custody of the child, she needed to get married. What!?! I was used!! The F@#$ing witch used me!! She didn't even love me at all!!!

Grrrrrr!!!

So you see, if you think its bad if the love of your life just leaves you, its alot worse if the love of your life uses you, then tosses you out in the trash!!!

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:08 pm

The F@#$ing witch used me

*clears throat* dont say witch, say b****, its just as good and it does not offend me

Silverclaw · Post by **Silverclaw** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:09 pm

I'm really sorry to hear that Fig

That really is awful

and Searif, sucide is not the anwser as Figarou already said. You have to hang in there until things get better, and they will.

Figarou · Post by **Figarou** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:21 pm

Searif Bogard wrote:
The F@#$ing witch used me
*clears throat* dont say witch, say b****, its just as good and it does not offend me

No...she is a witch. Not b****. And a whole lot of other things I'd like to call her.

Silverclaw wrote:I'm really sorry to hear that Fig That really is awful

I'm still single to this very day. Will I ever get married? Probably not.

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:23 pm

Figarou wrote:
Searif Bogard wrote:
The F@#$ing witch used me
*clears throat* dont say witch, say b****, its just as good and it does not offend me

No...she is a witch. Not b****. And a whole lot of other things I'd like to call her.

Silverclaw wrote:I'm really sorry to hear that Fig That really is awful

I'm still single to this very day. Will I ever get married? Probably not.

alright then, call her a witch but just make sure you only use that word in a bad way towards evil women

Morkulv · Post by **Morkulv** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:26 pm

You could make a soap about my life.

Fenrir · Post by **Fenrir** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:28 pm

Your room was invaded by your cousins ex girlfriends evil twin's sister, omg

Morkulv · Post by **Morkulv** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:30 pm

Fenrir wrote:Your room was invaded by your cousins ex girlfriends evil twin's sister, omg

Something like that.

No. When there's gonna be a biografy-topic, I'll post something.

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:46 pm

also good news everyone, im no longer depressed

there are two reasons why but I will only release one reason right now which is the memories have killed themselves

Figarou · Post by **Figarou** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 1:55 pm

Searif Bogard wrote:also good news everyone, im no longer depressed

good...have a duckie. :wetwolf4:

Have some more!!

Fenrir · Post by **Fenrir** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:16 pm

Searif Bogard wrote:
The F@#$ing witch used me
*clears throat* dont say witch, say b****, its just as good and it does not offend me

Don't insult the dogs Serif

Searif · Post by **Searif** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:27 pm

Fenrir wrote:
Searif Bogard wrote:
The F@#$ing witch used me
*clears throat* dont say witch, say b****, its just as good and it does not offend me
Don't insult the dogs Serif

im not

I have two meanings for the word
b**** 1: a female dog
b**** 2: a very evil, evil, evil and slutty female human

Hamster · Post by **Hamster** » Thu Aug 04, 2005 8:17 pm

Dang. You all have been screwed by us females.

I only just have my first boyfriend so I don't know any heartbreak yet. I'm sorry to each and everyone of you.